but I can't accept that we're estranged

Hi,

How are you? I know you are never going to read this but I just wanna wish you happy birthday. Happy 17th Birthday. May you lead a beautiful life ahead of you, I wish you nothing but happiness. I hope you're still out there kicking in the field. I miss you from time to time, but I still think about you. There isn't a day that goes by without you in my mind. Do you miss me? Have I ever crossed your mind, even just for a second? I don't know how to reach you these days.. It's like you disappeared. Waiting for the day when I can hear from you again, till then, take care. I love you.