I wanna move far awaaaaaaay. I can't even look at my classmates anymore without feeling guilty. They wanted to play tennis tmrw but seriously.. i can't go. I don't wanna go. I feel like a piece of shit when I see them.  Urgh. Nak balik England boleh tak........ Takde problems like this at all kat sana.

I feel like shittttttt. I am such a bad person, I think this is what somebody meant by me having an attitude. Ya I get it, I am a bitch. I am sorry, Y. Ok? I'm sorry if it hurt your feelings, but then again I'm not because now you can see a different perspective on how people see YOU. Maybe we could try to work on ourselves, yknow? Be a better person. You can change the way you speak, and I can control my mouth... We can, I know we can.


But I'm really sorry. And this is from my heart.

Salam Maulidur Rasul

Assalamualaikum,

Guess what today is! It's the birth day of the greatest man, Nabi Muhammad p.b.uh. To all Muslims out there, selamat menyambut hari maulidur rasul :) May our lives be filled with blessings from Allah S.W.T, and may we practice and avoid on what Nabi Muhammad taught us. The fardhu, the sunnah, the halal and haram. There may be temptations, and we are far from perfect, therefore always try your best to stay in the right lane. That is my advise to myself, and you all. Take care, be safe. Love, always.

I ain't buying you a drink, girl I'm giving you the bottle

Assalamualaikum,

School starts tomorrow.. Yay. Not ready for form 5 at all. I still haven't got a place for tuition :-( Mak is looking for some at Dengkil so yea. Don't wanna go back to Tunas Ilmu that place is packed. Urgh not feeling positive at all brb brb brb finding that optimism in me. 'Till the next time kiddo. Pray for me. I'm toast. I need Anis. Got to ring her. Bye.

You don't know a thing about me

Assalamualaikum,

Just came back from an Additional Maths camp for 4 days at UKM. It was so tiring, but I loved it! The teachers were actually dead nice and the environment was just right. Shared a room with Zaza, and Annur was next door. Love those two girls! :) I miss it now. The 10 hours class per day, the butter toffee bun, walking up late into class, helium and keladi, the room's key, sharing shower gel and toothpaste and that. I miss it all :( Oh well, it was a greaaaaaaaaaaaat experience! :3 Glad that I went.

And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes like a spotlight

Assalamualaikum,

I'm always on here with nothing to say. Caught cold. Argh! I cannot stop sneezing and I swear my ribs are gonna break if I try to hold it in. My nose is so weak.. At times like this it'd be great if I was Voldemort.

born in 1988, age is perfect, everything is just right

Assalamualaikum,

Woke up feeling sad today.. Been getting the cold-shoulder from certain someone since yesterday. I don't like it when people do that. If you're mad at me then don't talk to me. Don't make me feel clingy by letting me talk to you when you actually don't wanna. Actually no, I don't feel clingy at all. I get upset rather than mad. Because it feels like I'm at fault. Did I do anything? It'd be easier if you let me know, thanks. Puts me in a very guilty position. Avoiding you for now so ciao.

I seriously need a hot black coffee. Calms me down a little.

let me be your lady

Assalamualaikum,

I'm sulking from Mak. She won't let me go out. She didn't exactly say no.. but I don't know. When mums give you so many reasons, it make you feel bad to ask more. I'm not the type that will beg until I get what I want. Feeling a bit childish that I'm refusing to talk to her, but oh well :-(

Oh, I made a me2day! Twitter has gotten so boring. Can't express myself anymore.

I ain't even mad. I'm just too upset. Too upset to talk, too upset to cry. Yeah I'm upset

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Emotional bastard. Yeah talking to you, Nurul Jannah.